I really had to ask myself this question over the weekend. I wasn't feeling good. Should be an automatic "no need to eat" situation. I was keeping my hands busy making jewelry and creating scrapbook pages. This usually keeps me from eating when I'm not hungry. Then again, I don't desire the foods at all usually when I'm scrapbooking. This weekend, however, I wanted to nibble on everything in sight. I didn't...not everything at least :). However I caught myself eating when I wasn't hungry. I believe, after much thought...and throwing away the uneaten portions, that I thought I wouldn't ever have it again. Or, at least, I felt like that. Wow!!! Is this a lie you have ever told yourself? "I will never eat something this good again." "There is only a little, I better grab some just in case." or "I'll only eat it here as a treat to myself." What a treat...one that makes you feel guilty, fat, uncomfortable. It is like drinking yourself into a terrible hangover and saying "I earned it"....WHAT???
I will say, however, that when I eat something wonderfully tasting...when I'm hungry, it is not only enjoyable, but it is not followed by guilt and pain. I need to; 1)stop and ask myself if I'm really hungry 2) pick something carefully that I'm really wanting, will enjoy and that has some healthy qualities to it. (notice I didn't say totally healthy...I'm not unreasonable :) ), 3) eat slow enough to realize when the hunger is gone and finally 4) pack the rest up for the next meal or snack. Now, I will have eaten at the right time, something I love, just enough and best of all ...save some for another time.
Oh...by the way. I'm down another 3.8 lbs this week. Yeah!!!
Monday, October 12, 2009
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
1 comment:
Every day is a struggle new and fill;ed with insight. 3+ pounds awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!
Post a Comment