I'm struggling so hard to get back on track. I am in tears as I share this blog with you. I have regained all my lost weight. I'm so angry with myself. I'm feeling the hopelessness of what my future holds because of my addiction. I'm scared that I will be fat and unhealthy till the day I die. I fear that my life will be cut short due to my addiction. I usually don't want to quit trying...but today the thought has entered my mind. I feel beat. However, with a dedication to better my life, I will keep pushing forward. I ask for strong prayers!!!